Good morning. I'm pretty bothered by a question. 2 years ago I met a black man, We immediately had a long time of contact, I met him as if by chance, I talked all the time and treated it as a simple meeting. although every time he asked me for more even though I said that such a relationship does not make sense but I saw sincere love in his eyes and I think I had something inside myself, I was lonely for many years, (a single mother of a 16-year-old son) I did not see anything but home, I was not against it until it happened.. To be honest, it was such an incomplete intercourse, you will laugh at me, but I got pregnant somehow without ejaculation there' I know for sure that it did not come.. Tera I can not find peace I am constantly thinking about some nonsense or no one will laugh at me that I did it with a black, will the child not be ashamed of his parents, a black father?), how will my child be treated by other children? will my child be black?