I guess my problem is psychological, but I'm tired of schizing. We have never had sex with my boyfriend and so far we don't want to. However, very often in moments of elation during passionate kissing I lay on him and felt that he stood (we were both in clothes pants + underwear) and is there a possibility that he ejaculated and sperm passed through our clothes? I don't know if some "lost sperm" could have penetrated and entered my vagina? I am aware of how absurd it sounds and yes, I know how fertilization occurs, but I read so much from various forums where probably the same stupidity wrote about fertilization without intercourse, that now I start to schize or maybe I'm pregnant, because of course I identify with its symptoms (even though there has never been intercourse!!!) As if I was also trying to float above him so that he would not touch me with his nature and I would have been calm if not for the fact that after a while he got up, took his pants from the cabinet and went to the bathroom to change them. So I guess ejaculation had like this? I didn't have any stain on my pants or anything, but I was in such a position above him that if there were no pants even though he did not enter me, ejaculation would be on my genitals. I should get my period next week, but I really don't want to worry too much and add to stress. Could someone reassure me that pregnancy is unreal, because I really don't want to be so stressed